This is HEART, not a KITE

Hey heart is likened to a kite, how are you? Still like playing tug of a kite? How does it feels when our hearts are in the same kite? ill surely, over which our hearts ache at the same kite or at the game in like a kite? This is certainly a difficult choice and certainly very ill. Based on the stories my friends, those who feel confused by a kite saying "This heart is not a kite" yap pain will not end, of course, who wants to be made in his kite, who wants to tug at the heart like a kite, who does not hurt him in the game in that right? I reiterate once again is careful not kite you can play and you tug until you happy until you are satisfied, and when you leave the kite broke away and look for a new kite.
I initially did not quite understand how the pain. But now i have to understand how it feels like a retractable kites and more fun to play when suddenly the kite broke and flew into the sky to seven leaves us still shocked after knowing that makes us happy kite suddenly go flying off without saying goodbye leaving only memories and wounds.

How Long I Have to Wait ?

This time i really do not understand why i was so stupid. Indeed the name of love that could make all the blind, people who are in love can make the impossible become possible, for examplea: it was chicken manure can be like chocolate, as if this world is theirs others only a statue, in fact there are people who say we can live if we shared with our loved ones, to think again that this is just because you can full of love? indeed you can eat full of love? Love is to be felt, love is just a complement, love is temporary, rarely eternal love almost nothing at the time that could be considered every man for money.

But if love can wait? how long will love wait another love? how long will love to receive love? how love survive to love the third ...

Love is indeed beautiful, yes i admit when i feel that love is beautiful it was, i became motivated to live a better life from this day forward. But when love is not shortchanged, when love was betrayed, when love hurts what would love do? There still are faithful love and forgiveness and wait for love to be accepted by love.

I want to share experiences unrequited love, what it was like unrequited love. it originally came love it when I'm really needed someone to forget the old love. I have to forget the old love it because i have long realized that my love was really hurting and i think love was not worth fighting for anymore in this heart.

I used to have a love for a man who just familiar to me, but one day the man went and had a new lady friend, then suddenly the man came back to me, and soon more and more men he went from me, and in a relationship with another woman, two months later the man came back to me and said that she had broken up with his girlfriend. Stupid I am, I accepted him to get back to my life. Though he has repeatedly dumped me, betrayed me, leaving me. but then I would have thought that this might be the name of true love, so many obstacles but finally culminate in one love.


At one time there was a man come into my life, he's just the person i know yes he is my classmate. He was included children had poor record at school he was naughty once, but somehow i could get this close to him, even fall in love with him.

He just broke up with his girlfriend, their courtship was 9 months, and for some reason all of a sudden since they broke up with him so i'm getting closer. Every night we always texting and one day at school when we returned home earlier than usual he suddenly texting me and asked to go to a place, to be honest i just think of this as the usual way, but after a few months we know and of course i already started to have feelings for him and  told everything to my friend and my friend said 'time he invites you mean dating is indirectly' i just shut up instantly. What a fool i was not aware of the signals.One day i started saturated with hp and i decided i had to exchange my hp with friends. And of course the man who was close to me is a bit not agree because he was difficult to reach me. And 3 days for me to exchange my hp and one day i did not go to school because of the pain i saw in my twitter account no mention coming from him. He said 'GWS were again ill "for some reason i love to read, and i idly asked him to come to my home to visit me thought he was just lip service but it turns out she came to my house. The next day i started school and it turns my bench a sick friend, in the evening i was texting her tomorrow so she sat with me until my friends bench recovered and actually he wanted.

The day after my friend there who told me that he liked me, so i was surprised to hear this. I can only keep silent in disbelief and was pleased to see what i felt he felt too. But the joy of that day did not lead happy. It hurts it turns out he still communicates with her girlfriend and he even actually wait and want to get back with his girlfriend. I read him when alone in hp, but suddenly he told me himself reading his conversation with his girlfriend, i do not understand why he told me to read it. I started ignoring him i just think he is a friend no more but why the day i tried to take it just a friend, be it as if wanting more than friends.

And this feeling is still growing today. You know i've been 5 months close to her heart and keep it just for him even though he often makes this heart cracked. Until now i'm still faithful waiting, i'm still loyal to this feeling, my heart still faithfully waiting for him. Although sometimes i'm actually getting fed up with this heart. But i think i really love him, even though i know this love may not be reciprocated. Who knows how much longer my heart to wait for a heart.

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Like,dear,love it's different

Katanya sih rasa suka,sayang, sama cinta itu beda. Mau tau bedanya apa ? Kali ini gue mau bahas tentang perbedaan. Perbedaan rasa suka, rasa sayang, rasa cinta. Ga semua orang yang suka itu cinta, ga semua orang yang sayang itu cinta, ga semua rang yang cinta itu cinta nahloh bingung kan pasti, sama gue juga ...

Kalo menurut gue sih rasa suka itu ya hanya sebatas mengagumi kehebatan atau kelebihan yang dimiliki seseorang yang ga ada di diri kita. Intinya kita cuma sebatas "suka" atau "kagum" udah gitu doang ga lebih.

Gimana dengan rasa sayang ? Semua orang pasti pernah ngomong sayang, contohnya "gue sayang sama lo dan juga duit lo" eh kayanya yang ngomong kaya gini cuma cewe matre doang deh, dan cowo yang ngomong kalo cewe itu matre adalah cowo yg gapunya duit *eh

*balik ke topik*

Rasa sayang itu macem-macem, ada rasa sayang sebagai teman, sahabat, saudara, keluarga, adik, kakak, dan semacamnya. Rasa sayang itu asti dirasakan oleh setiap orang kok, rasa sayang itu muncul karena kita terbiasa menghabiskan waktu bersama-sama orang itu, karena kita sudah merasa nyaman dekat dengan orang itu. Tapi rasa sayang tidak sama dengan cinta, sayang sih tapi ga cinta nah loh ...

How about LOVE? nah nah nah ini nih yang bikin bingung gue sendiri masih bingung sama yang namanya cinta. Apa sih artinya cinta? Cinta itu apa sih ? Sampe sekarang pun yang namanya cinta itu ibarat kata kaya jelangkung yep jelangkung itu datang tak diundang pulang tak diantar, sama halnya dengan cinta datang secara tiba-tiba dan hilang seiring berjalannya waktu.

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